bLeh bwAt sY dmaM x ~~??

lg satu hari ,

sy nk blik ke hostel yg mcm pnjare .

tpi pnjare lg cntik n bgus .

dh laa akhir thun 2 wjib kne srtai PROGRAM MENYEKSA REMAJA .

(bak kate syahmin)

lau sye nk msuk u trus xleh ker ?

atau pmeriksa bg smua calon pmr '11' mrsm kuala krai 8A trus ?

kn snang .

atau smbil prekse bleh tgk bku or copycat .

lg best .

msti smua bdak xsbar nk pmr .

kn ?

xthu nk tlis pe lg ,

coz sye dh ngantok yg tramt sngt .

lgu mlm nie pon smue best .

so bubbye olls .

 (xde kaitan ngn tajuk pown)

(ngee~~)  

bdaXs zaMan skuNk ~~

hyep .

sye xleh tdo coz xcye ngn satu prkare .

tdi msg ngn kwn lme .

tnye dye ,

single or double ,

dye ckap double .

tnye ngn sape.

dye ckp ngn bdop puam laa ,

xkn ngn laki kowt .

sy tnye lg .

stie ker ?

dye ckap,

yup .

knape kli nie stie ?

slame nie x .

dye ckap coz pompuan 2 bwat sesuatu yg slame nie dye mmg nk pompuan yg dye kapel lakukan .

tnye ,

dye bwat pe ?

dye ckap rhsie .

msti korunk bleh teka .

lelaki nk sorokkn prkare yg pompuan 2 lakukan .

xplik ker ?

sye tnye n tnye lg .

smpai dye mngaku .

yg pompuan 2 ,

send gmba B***L .

WTH !

sy tnye xnk kapel blik ker ngn ex ?

dye ckap xnk ,

coz pompuan 2 dh bwat ape yg dye suh bwat .

shitt kn ?

mcm laa dye bole kawen ngn laki 2 lau dye lakukan cm2 .

laki 2 pown bkannye baek pown .

(agaknyelaa)

then sy cbar dye .

sy ckap ,

ble dye kawen ,

sy nk trime kad jmputan ,

yg trtlis nme dye ngn mkwe dye skunk .

then dye sahut cbaran sye .

sbb sy xleh tdo ,

coz trpkir ,

knape dye snggup bwat cm2 ?

n knape laki 2 nk stie kat pompuan 2 ?

????

 

cRy ,, crY n ccrrRyyyYy.....~~:'(

knape stiap kli sye thu yg dye(*****) cntct pkwe sye atau ble trpkirkn nme dye(**********) ,, sye rse nk mrah ,, nk nanges n jelez ??

knape ?? bole sye thu x ??

tdi mse tgh text ngn dye ..,

dye tbe2 rep lmbt ...

sye pown col dye ..,

tpi xleh sbb dye tgh ckap ngn sumone ....

kli ke-3 sye col dye ,,

bru bleh ....

dye pown blas msg ...

sye tnye dye npe rep lmbt ,,

dye ckap sbb dye ngajok ...

sye suh dye jjur ,,

dye pown ckap yg dye ckp ngn sumone ...

sye tnye spe ?? ***** kow ??

dye jwb yup ...

lpas sye bce msg 2 .,,

sye xthu btape hncurnye hti sye ...

sye rse mcm nk biarkn jer dye ckap ngn si ***** 2 ....

tpi last2 sye yg kne mrah ...

lpas 2 ape yg sye thu ..,,

i want to CRYING a lot ...

tdi lpas dye ckap nk tdo ..,

ape yg sye thu ,,

i want to CRY until morning or until i fall asleep ...

but i won't tell him ...

becoz i know ..,,

he will mad at me ...

mood::crying:'(

p!ty h!m ~~

ksiannye kat dye ..

dye dmam ...

lau sye bleh gntikn dye untk mrasakn ksakitan 2 ...,

sye snggup ...

tpi apekn daye xbleh ..

tdi text dye ...

dye ckap esk nk g amik result drah ...,,

coz tkowt kne denggi ...

i hope N00oottTT ...

sbb lau btol2 kne dnggi ,,

dye kne duk kat ward juz like my brother 3 years ag0 ..

hmm ...

xnaKK laa cm2 ...

duk lam ward msti smpai dua mnggu ,,

2 pown lau pas2 baek ...,

6ti xleh nk text dye ...

n i will miss him like crazy laa ...

6ti ..,

xpsal2 sye yg smbung dye pnye dmam ...

hmm ...

 hope u get well so0n dear ...

<3

s0 sweeT~~!

this story are so sweet ...

love it so much ...

<3

kebosaNan meLanDa ~~!

xthu ape nk bwat so ..,

aq ltak jer pic nie ..,

+ sbb trlalu rndu kat dye ...

wlaupown gmbr nie dh lme ...

 misz u like crazy bie ...

<3

xtHu dh nK bWat pe lG ... ~~

we oweys have a fight ....

everyday , everytime ...

becoz of a small matter ...

i dunno why ..

n i dunno wat should i do ...

dri mla ktorg kapel ..,

smpai skunk ..,

xabis2 ngn gdoh ...

knape ekk ??

??

ad org xrstu ke ekk ??

lau mmg ad org xrstu or xpuas hti ngn ktorg ..

tlg laa brsmka ngn sya ....

tlg ckap ape msalah awk ...

sye arap sngt ...

sye dh xsnggup nk gdoh ngn dye sbb hal yg kcik ...

n sye xsnggup tngglkn dye or dye tngglkn sye ...

(jwang larr plak aq neh ...)

hmm ...

sye arap sngt ..,

yg ktorg xkn gdoh cam skunk ney ...

hmm ...

i really hope that ...

bnCiiiii ~~!! @#*% !!!

satu jer yg aq bleh kte ..,

BENCI !!!!

nk thu knape ??

meh nk cte ...

huhu

sbb nye ..,

result cam sial ..

ltih2 jew aq study ...,

smpai tdo tgh mlam ..,

p result like shit !!! LOL ...

tpi xpee ...,

dsbbkn DOKTOR a.k.a SURGEON pnye psal ..,

aq still akn go on ngn study ..,

n more harder ...

hmm ...,

akn lbih struggle ...,

hmm ...

that's my promise ...

huhu ...

(xthu jdi ke x lorh ..)

(huhu ...)

hmm ...

mmg sial lah ...

bncix3 !!!!

  

ed!t gmBr ... huhu ... ~~

sye trlalu xde keje ...,

lpas blik tusyen ..,

trus g psar mlam sbb nk cuci mte ..,

huhu ...

(xde kejekan ?? )

lpas 2 trus blik umah sbb dh trlalu ltih n mrimaskn ...,

smpai umah ..,

bkak tdung ..,

trus on9 ...

xde keje edit gmbr ...

nk tgk hsilnye ??

tnggu lpas sye abis tlis post ney ...

hehe ...

sye nk cte psal post yg lpas ...,

yg xnak tdo 2 ...

ape yg sye agk 2 btol ...

last2 dye gak yg tdo dlu dri sye ...

hehe ...

p at least lwat laa jgak dye tdo ...

kat kul 4 lbeyh jgak laa ...

hmm ...

k ..

sye nk g mndi + mkn dlu ...

hehe ...

hmm ...

so bubbye ...

<3

nah hsil gmbr yg tlah dieditkn ...
huhu ....

xNk td0o ~~ huhu .....

hyep ...

tonight me n him agreed that we dunnot want 2 sleep...

hmm ...

we see who will fall asleep first ...

me or him ??

haha

according to me ..,

i think he will fall asleep first ...

becoz he olweys like that ...

haha

i think he will angry with me when he read this ...

sowie dear ..,

coz i write bout you like this .....

i just don't have so much idea to write my blog ...

so i write lah bout you ...

hehe ...

<3

notHin'~~

ellow ...

xde pape yg brlaku ari ney ...

borink gler ...

xthu nk bwat pe ...

msg ngn buah hati pown kjap jer ....

mlm ney xmsg lngsung ...

col dye pown xdpt ...

dunno y ...

hmm ...

sye rse dye dh borink ngn sye ...

hmm ...

ntah laa nk ckap pe ....

n untk pngtahuan sape2 jer ...

nk kate readers ,

follower pown xde ...

hmm ,

sye akn update sy pnye blog ...,

lau sye rse rjin ...,

n lau mlas ...,

xde laa update nye ok ....

hmm ...

nothim 2 say anymore ...

so bubbye ...

<3

mY pR0m!sE ...~~

I'lL aLwAys bE bEsiDes U uNtiL tHe vEry eNd,

 WiPing aLl uR tEarS aWay,

BeiNg uR bEst fRieNd, y0uR bEst lisTenEr, y0uR beSt pArtNer...

I'lL sMiLe wHen U sMiLe

& fEel aLl tHe pAin U d0,

& n iF U cRy a siNgLe tEar,

I pR0mise i'Ll crY t0o!!

xbLeh td0 ... ~~

it almost 4:30a.m ..,

but i still cannot sleep ..,

i dunno why ..,

i'm so borink ...,

dunno what should i do ....

uhh ...

so borink ...,

i think i will go to sleep ...,

next morning ...

i will so tired tomorrow ...

hmm ...

maLuu ~~ :D

hello ..,

hmm ..,

mlas nye nk mnaip ...,

tpi dsbbkn tiada tmpt untk aq mluahkn prsaan aq ari nie ..,

trpkse rjinkn dri untk mnaip ...

hehe ...

hmm ...,

firstly nk ckap ...,

malu sngt2 ...,

coz dye bce blog aq ...,

dh laa blog aq cam sial ....

plus udoh plak 2 ...,

ish ..!!

maluu nyer ...!! ~~~

tpi it's okay ...

skurang2nye ...,

dye thu prsaan aq ...

hehe ..,

tpi ksian kat dye plak ..,

rse brslah xabis2 ...

hmm ....

sory my dear ...,

lau bwat awk rse brslah ....

mngkin kdg2 mmg sye yg slah n bwat awk skit ati ...

but i still blame u ...

i'm so0 sory dear ...

hope u forgive me ....,

:'(

hmm ....

dunno what 2 say anymore ...

ngee ~~ 

:]

i think that olls from me ...

tenkiu ...

bubbye ...

see u next post ...

:D

<3

cL@m@t @r! r@Ye @!d!L@dH@ ..~~

hello there ...,

huhu ...

xthu cmne nk mlakn ...,

first of all aq nk ckap ..,
SELAMAT ARI RAYE AIDILADHA ..,,

kepada smua umat islam dsluruh dunia ...

hmm ...

dh kekeringan idea dh ...

xthu nk ckap per ...

dh la bju aq cam sial ...

hmm ...

xpe laa ...

6ti aq continue blik ...

huhu ...

bubbye ...

luv u alls ...

<3

xnK daHh ~~! dh mnYeSaL ..~~!

ellooww3 ...

kopi ke milo ...

huhu ...

testing jer 2 ...

nk cte sumting ney ...

smalam kn ...

aq gdoh ngn dye ...

stat kul 2 smpai kul 7 bru rply dye pnye msg ...

huhu ...

 dye yg bwat aq mrah ...,

tpi aq yg xde slera nk mkn ...,

plik kn ...??

haha ...

dye kol aq smpai 30 kli ...

tpi satu pown aq xangkt ...

hmm ..,

jhtkn ??

tpi last2 ...

baek jgak ...

nseb dye jnis sbar ...

bkn cam aq ...,

pjuk dye ..,

last2 ..,

dye yg kne pjuk aq blik ...

haha ...

aq xthu knape ..,

dlm rmai2 pkwe aq ..,

dye lah yg pling aq syg ...

hoho ....

aq hrp hbungan aq ngn dye smpai ke jnjang plamin ...

korg doakn ye ...

aminn !!

haha

da xtau nk tlis pe ...

mmg btol2 xtau ...

satu je nk ckap sbelom gua abiskn pnulisan gua ...,

gua promise xkn gdoh ngn dye lg ...

huhu ...

chow !!

bubbye ...

<3

i ' m hoME !!

yeayy !!

akhirnye smpai gak kat umah ...

btape hepy yg tramat sngt ...

hmm ,...

tpi yg mnyedihkn ...,

aq dh dpt 3D lol ....

ape yg aq pkir skunk ....,

klas 3E bkal aq diami ...

huahuahua ....

xske !!

xnk !!

dh la taon dpn dh PMR ....

huaaaa !!

xnAAAKKKK !!!

hmm ....

sngt kletihan ....

smpai umah aq trus tdo ....

kul lpan lebeyh bru mndi ....

huhu ...

lpas 2 g umh nenek ...,

coz pak sdare nk marry ...

huhu ...

congrates ....

haha ....

on d way blik ke umh ...,

suh my mom snggah kt 7e ...,

nk top4 ...,

but mymom says 'no!'

so aq ikowt jer la ...

smpai umh msg2 ngn dye ....

smpai satu thp yg aq xthu bpe kdit aq ..,

aq ckap la kat dye ..,

lau aq xrply ...,

means xde kdit ....

dye pown ckap ...,

mngkir jnji la ney ?

aq bru ingt aq jnji ngn dye nk kol dye mlm ney ...

tpi ape kn daya ...,

mak aq mrah ...,

nk wat cmne ...,

xkn aq nk pkse mak aq suh brenti gak ....

aq xingt jnji aq ...,

tpi aq mmg niat nk kol dye pown ....

dye pown cam majok ....,

aq tnye xnk ngaku ...,

lpas dye blas hmm ..,, 

aq xrply n aq off aq pnye fon ....

huhu ....

jht kn ??

tpi nk bwat cmne ...,

aq dh smakin xphm ngn dye ...,

asyik2 nk mrah ...,

tpi aq sbar n cba phm ....

tpi hmpir stiap hri dye bwat cm2 ....

bleh dktekn ...,

aq yg memujuk ...,

n dye yg mrajok ....

tpi xpe ...,

dsbbkn aq syg dye sngt2 ...,

aq akn cba mmhami prngai dye 2 ....

tpi aq still hope ...,,

yg dye akn ubah ....

ngee ~~

hmm ....

aq dh ngantok ...,,

so nk tito ....

bubbye readers ....

(ade ke org nk bce blog aq ney ?? )

<3

 

akHirnyE ... ~~

lastly,

smapai jgak kat umah ,

dh sbulan xblik umah ,

rndu yg tramat sngt ,

smalam xsmpat nk post ,

sbb ,

trlalu tired ,

n mlas ....

xthu nk tlis pe ...

sdg kekeringan idea ...

hmm ....

mnggu dpan dh exam ...

but sye xstudy pape lg ...,

sntuh bku pown x ...

truk kn ?

sjarah 5 bab ..,

math 9 bab ..,

hisy ...

ble la nk start study ...

kli nie nk struggle btol2 ...

nk 3.5 and above ...

nk anugrah pngetua ...

aq mmg nekad ....

sains xcatch up lg ....

but due bab dh ade lam kpale ...

tpi xsmpurna la .../

haha ...

skunk nie tgh study math ....

so ..,

nk focus ...

so bubbye ...

gud lark to all teg members ....

<3

hepY , hePy.....

smalam ku smpai di rmah ksayanganku...,

ptot la hepy smacam jer nk blik...,

rpenye ade sumthing new....

my daDDy bli tv bru LOL....

uuuu....

best sngt...,

smakin bsar....

haha...

pg tdi...,

dpt msg ngn abg angkt....,

oouuu....

hepy sngt...

akhirnye dpt jgak num dye....

tpi dri mne dye dpt num aq...,

xthu....

plik kn??

hmm....

dh xthu nk crite ape lg....

oww yea...,

aq bru engat...,

bru nim aq prekse...,

result down gler...,

xthu knape....

aq rse kli ni lah aq struggle gler2...,

tpi result smakin worst...

i dunno y....

sumtime i fell like don want to s2dy anymore...

smakin s2dy...,

smakin trok result...

hmm....

thun dpn dh form 3....

math still xleh nk score....

pd hal snang jer....,

tpi xleh nk catch up....

somebody help mee!!!

teach me how to be good n excellent in math...!!

somebody pleaseee!!!

huh...!

okie..,

stop thinking bout that....

ok...

hmm....

stress lah bile pikir psal 2...

nk pikir psal pe plak ekk??

hmm...

ok...

xlme lg dh nk pmr...

n DYE akn mnghadapinye...

slepas 2 sye akn mlnggar praturan...,

sbb lpas pmr DYE akn plang ke rumah kjap...,

then come back 2 hostel to attend mighty program...

hmm....

pity HIM...

mksud sye mlnggr praturan 2 ialah..,

mmbwa fon tnpa kbenaran...

sbb DYE msty akn bwak....

so0...,

i will text him....

huhu....

k...

sbelom sye mncitekn prkare yg ntah pape...,

lbih bek sye chow dlu....

dh ptang dh...

nk g mndy...,

coz mlm nie nk kluar...

huhu...

daDDa...

buBBye...

bnCI sngT2!!

bnci nyer....

rse bru skejap jer cti...,

esok dh kne prgi ke hostel like damn hell....

urrggghhhh!!!

knape wjudnye hostel??

(ade ke org yg nk mnjwb soklan nie??)

(n ptot ke aq tnye soklan nie??)

sye dh xthu ape yg prlu sye luahkn untuk mnyatekan bhwe...,

sye bnci khidupan di HOSTEL!!

lau warden (perempuan) sporting cam warden lelaki 2 kn best....

rmpas fon then bg blik tpi kne byr....

ok pe....,

nie trlalu ikowt praturan yg ntah pape...,

just like want to dera the students....

ape yg sye xpuas hati di sni...,

dye rmpas...,

then dye jual....

ade ke ptot???

ptot la bdk xrmai yg brjaye....

sbb duit brasl dri sumber yg haram....

(adoii...)

(mcm ustazah la plak aq nim...)

hmm....

hrpkn blajar jer tnggi....

tpi kpale otak...,

truk dbndingkn dgn bdk yg blaja kat skolah pondok....

diorg pon thu mne halal mne haram....

ish3....

msih xpuas hati...

tpi ckup lah untuk kli ini...

sye nk smpan rse xpuas hati ni untuk sesi luahan xpuas hati len kali plak....

smpai ketemu lg....

assalamualaikum....

bubbye....

=)

<3 

 

  

so0 s0o so0 hePY...~~

aww , aww.....

hepy sngt mlm td....

dye col....

snggoh ku xprcye....

ku ingtkn num spe....,

aq angkat lah....,

then dngr sore....,

tpi xcam sore dye....

tnye lah sape....,

then dye cam mrajok....,

bru lah cam....

so0o0 hepY lah....

syg dye sngt sngt.....

miss him like crazy....

arrgghhhh!!

xthu nk bwat cmne....

smakin tgok gmbr dye...,

smakin gler rsenye....

hmm.....

skunk nie pon tgh miss dye sngt sngt nim....

xthu dah nk ckap per....

sbelom aq mlalot xtntu psl....

lbih bek aq chaw....

so00...,

bubbye....

luv u olls....

=)

<3

rndUuuuUU sngT2~~

ari nie dh ari rye ke4...

sngt boring...

juz stay at home...

pg 2 still hepy coz dye still ade...

then ble dh nk tngh ari...,

dye col aq n tell me that he wanna to off9...

so sad i am...

biase...,

mlm2 slalu chat ngn dye....

tpi mlm nie...

dye dh prgi...

hmm...

cdeyhh nyer...

bkn stakat cdeyhh...,

tpi...,

RINDU....

sngt2 kat dye...

hope he will be fine at there...

hrp yg dye akn sruggle untk mse dpn dye...

miss him so0 much larh!!

dunno wat to0 say...

ape yg sye thu...,

sye rindu dye sparuh mati...~~!

sye dh buntu...,

dh kehabisan idea...,

so0....,

bubbye....